I am now 17 and my anxiety still keeps me from doing a lot of things I would like to do. But I am trying to fight it. Last year, I was diagnosed with my anxiety disorder and started receiving treatment. I take sertraline to help with my anxiety. It doesn't stop the panic attacks. I still have to fight my anxiety to do things I want to do. But, it helps me get through each day relatively calmer. It allows me sit in a restaurant where a picture is crooked. I
I have tried to start a blog several times before. I will get one post done, and then my anxiety will keep me from ever posting again. But the thing is, I love writing. I don't want my anxiety to keep me from doing something that I love anymore. So here I am, trying again. I have no idea what this blog is going to be about. For now it will be my ramblings that I will try to force myself to post. I hope that someday I will be able to write a post without it putting me on the brink of an anxiety attack. For now it does, but I refuse to let that stop me.